KayJay Bethelin

I don’t get it. Why do I feel this way? It feels like this is all in the head and not in the heart. Isn’t that weird?

So there’s a friend of mine who wants me to talk about her so now I am. I want to talk to her about something but I can’t. I’m not close to Reina. I feel like she can understand me when I have boyfriend troubles though.

I want someone to talk to about this without feeling judged. I want to hear someone talk back to me to help me figure things out. As great as tumblr is and al, I won’t get the feedback I’m aiming for. I can’t talk to my roommate about it. I’m so conflicted right now.

Eff. Finals are coming up. I study but at horrible times. I need to focus. I am so afraid of not passing two classes. I’m looking at a not-so-hot GPA right now. FML. My parents will be so disappointed in me :( eff. I don’t think I can face them if things go wrong.

Until next time. Fare thee well~

- KJ Bethelin (: